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Fragile masculinity goes hand in hand with toxic masculinity. Both serve detrimental purposes but after all is said and done, fragile masculinity is not something that can be treated by women; feminist or not. At least not by themselves. The kind of fragility I speak about cannot be cured with platitudes and praises from submissive women or dodgy male friends who lie to their mates for various reasons. Neither can it be cured with material wealth, status or any other external factors. It is a complex, internal construct which requires a holistic approach to heal both symptomatically and also in full. Fragile masculinity may be exacerbated in part by women who are clumsy around men who are said to have fragile egos but the fact of the matter is that women did not create this phenomena. The patriarchal society did this all by itself the minute it decided to dump all kinds of responsibilities and expectations on males; expectations that they are no longer able to meet like their counterpa...

Men with money do strange things to men who don't have money especially when or if they run in the same circles. A well grounded son of man will instantaneously turn into a complaisant, grovelling woose as soon as Mkubwa's number surfaces on his Chinese phone screen. It begins from when he picks up the call with both hands; oozingthe polite demeanour of say, a monk that hasn't seen other humans for years. "Yes Mkubwa" is often followed by a series of slow, respectful nods or measured 'burahahahas' depending on the mood of the reverent being on the other side of the mouthpiece. You as the wife will be forgiven for thinking that he is speaking to the president and is about to be handed that githeriman status. Upon securing the ever elusive meeting, Baba so and so will begin whistling triumphantly as he walks around the house like he has gained six vertical inches. On that day he will preside over his own wardrobe choices instead of waiting for Mama so and so...

I have a very dark past so if you go looking you will definitely find something. It won't be whatever you thought you would find though. It will be much, much worse and chances are that you will not survive to tell the story. You will likely get trapped inside the closet and die; just like the skeletons you go trying to find in there. Not all those skeletons are secrets. Some are actual busybody remains. Just like you, they thought they would dig and find dirt to use against me. Instead they ended up burying themselves with the weight of things that didn't concern them so now they are stuck in the past. So you don't need to ask me if I killed them. Am I a whore? Yes! And a very big one at that. The problem is that you are being nosey despite also being a whore and despite the fact that I have never bothered you. You are not nosey because you are fixing the nation. You are nosey because you are idle; because you like stirring things up and bullying pe...

HEALING THE YONI 1 Today I will be approaching the series from a different angle because unlike part 1 and 2, part 3 includes my personal stories with regards to my own journey of healing my own yoni. (I will go back to the other educational vibrations later.) Today I just want to step out of my goddess element and be human for a minute. So just like the yoni carries life and also births it, she can also carry trauma in various ways. If this trauma is not healed and transformed back into its positive mystical form, this trauma is transported from generation to generation through imprints. An imprint is the level of spiritual vibration of our souls or rather duplicate etheric bodies. It is measured through our birth imprints when we incarnate at birth (birth imprint) and when we die (death imprint) The yoni being the conduit of life and a transmutational force between cosmic vibrations is central to this process. Thus yoni trauma is also associated with the seven chakra and I will expla...